Today, was supposed to meet charmian, vilynn and zen at 12 at cwp. =o I was late but but but but but not the latest. :DDDDD Charmian earliest. xD Anyway, after that walked around with charmian. LOOOOOOL. Mian, I want pacifier. ;( Then zen said he reached. =o Then went to macs do hw. ~.~ Then vil and chinli lai lerhhs. :D Thn aft tht do awhile more go 883 wanted to play lan but ITE never. LOOOOOL. ~.~ Then, walked backed to cwp. ~.~ then walked pasar malam. =o thn walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk thn go home. :D LOL! ._. crappppp but fun though. :DD

._. Everyone, your know val good girl right? xD I know your know, which simply means the post below is untrue. :D Anyway, qiumei, ILOVEYOU too! :D You're the first and last thing on my mind, x33333

- Addiction kills.

hellohs all , :}
im qiumei :}
lols !
just wanted t post smth :}
Val not a guai kia ! she act guai onli :}
* btw ,
Val , i love you :}

Yesterday, went out with aiai and zhi. :D Met them at psr, then mrt-ed to orchard. =o Then lunched, then went to shopped. Budden sudd boh mood to shop so decide to go suntec there, see the aud event. ._. Then was like crap lahhs, ._. the dj thing, 180 days nia, though forever. Cheap skate. xP Then after that went to PS. Buy ticket for yesman. :D Then, headed to bunk watch them play. Aku good girl okayys. :D Their skill is OMFG aizai de okayys! Compared to me, got chance no chance also last. ._. T_T Then went to watch yesman. It was okayys, funny obviously. Some parts couldn't really get it due to the lack of subtittles. ._. I found out that my langauge do sucks seriously. Anyway, i'm bored. ._. Lalas.

- A decision made shouldn't be regretted. But if it's to be regretted, then what for the decision was made in the first place?
- Life is full of ups and downs, because of one setback which affect you, it's ridiculous to let it get over you.


`-xSHADE- o.o
`-xSHADEE- o.o
Which niceR? :D

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYUN! :D

Yesterday spent almost my whole day out. Excluding my sleeping time obviously. Morning woke up, went out already. :D Went to have breakfast then went to converse warehouse sale. xD Then went home, then went out again. LOL! ._. Then went parkway parade. ~.~ Then, ... yeahhs. Then shopped, then went home. :D Lalas, Huat ar. :D

Merry X'mas. ;D

Aiseh, yesterday went for second class drill test. MOI siol. Aku scared. ;( LOL! ._. Why must learn rifle? So ... Nvm, suah. xD

Yesterday, teacher blanja us eat macs. Huat ar! :D

Yesterday, went CP with zh and sh. zh and aku pierced 2 new holes while sh repierced. Lalas, :D aku good girl horrs, not ah lian horrs. :D

Anyway, changed my blogsong. To some sexy song. :D LOL! ._. It's nice okayys, so relaxing, so ~. Yeahhs, so do enjoy. :D Anyway, school's going to start soon already. Haiz, bored.

`Canon in D, x3




So tired, it's been rather a long time since I've been like this. The feeling sucks for sure. I hate myself to be this way. Feeling so useless, I can't even control my own emotions. I want to be the val that cheers others up, not others cheering me up. Shagged, shagged, shagged.

Today, seven morning eight morning wake up go school. ._. Is sian de lurhhhhhhhhs. Recapped that idk how long never touch de rifle, and learned new rifle drill. OMGWTF, my hand of OMFG pain. All thanks to the OMFG metallic, heavy, freaking, irritating rifle! ;x ZZZ. Then almost whole day in uniform. DSMLVMDSLDSMFLKDS. Then tomorrow, aku being a good girl decided not to pon. Awwwww, such a WISE decision. As expected from a good girl like aku. :D

-iSHADEE
-iOTIOSE
-iFERVENT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSIE! :D

Here to blog some pictures. LOL
I'm like so OMFG proud of myself. :D I just played sealMS today and, please refer to the SS-ss for more information, ty. :D LOL!



anyway, yesterday coupled with QMJIEJIE in audi! :D Huat ar! x3


-qiumei FANCLUB! :D

anyway, omgwtfnbcbfdjdfsdfsdfskfjklsdfjsdjflsdjkd, I hack I tio ban I bwg, but I never hack then tio ban I bgw.

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Zen wants me to feature him in my sexy blog! Okayys lahhs, thanks for blanja0ing aku. :D xDD

Yesterday, went to watch Twilight with Charmian, Vilynn and Zenith. The movie was average, wasn't really VERY NICE neither was it VERY NOT NICE. If you get what I mean. ._. And yeah so, reached cwp waited for Charmian and Vilynn. Went to moneychanger, cos of something and OMFG Charmian and Vilynn are like so OMFG Racist. Racism kills alright! So went to tz then Zen said he reached. So we went and find him. No one seen him before, so ... We were all like a fool. ._. LOL! ;x If you get what I mean. xD So skip the details. ._. Okayys, in the theater, Zen and Vilynn snatched popcorn and make the popcorn fly. =o Wonderful! xD Vilynn and Zen so noisy, not like me and Charmian. Middle 2, Suffer sia. T_T Anyway, so after the movie we walked around cwp. Bullied Vilynn. I'm not bad okayys! ;x Then nua abit more. Vilynn angry walk off. Charmian follow her. Then suah lurhhs, then took bus home. :D I want to watch YesMan. Anyone interested? :D Anyway, Vilynn, Charmian's MINE! :D

iShadee, ;D

Changed a blog song. Couldn't really find any song that's nice. So randomly chose one. Would be changing again soon I suppose. Anyway, yesterday was ... :D LOL! ;x Lazy say but it was great, defintely! ;D

` - iOtiose

Today's post is about maple again! LOL! ._. Well, we were bored today thus we decided to flood the job change area. xD Inclusive of all jobs and all channels! Woots ! xD

o.o My 400th post. So fast. xD Alright, have been playing lwech ms recently. =o No more sactual awwww. LOL! Just a few pics on my cute char iShadee :D

My pet's closeness got bugged I suppose. Negative de. ._.

Okayys, so finally decided to change my blog song. Got sick of that like duh. So used the same blog song as QIUMEI Jie ♥. Recently have been gaming. Bloody idiot. Bored too. Mapling as well as Auding. Seems so no life. My goodness. Would it be fun or would it be just a boring thing? I seriously have no idea.

Well, till then. ~

OMFG! Time past so fast! It's going to be next year bloody soon! Scared worrs. LOL! ._. Your believe mahhs? ._. LOL!. ZZZZ. BOreddddddddd. Wanted to change blog song. But I forgotten what song nice. LOL! An yintros? xD.

Anyway advertising free counselling service provided from -vilynn && -charmian. Can go my blog and link them. Anyway, MAI STALK THEMHOR ! They are mine! xD

tagged by cel aiai ~

you cant send this to the person who sent you.continue this by sending to 8 ppl.
send this to 8 ppl:
` wan do thn do ~ xD

1.What have you been doing recently?
`slacking?

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
`never. :x

3.What happened at 10am today?
`It ain't 10am yet ._.

4.When did u last cry?
`long ago. xD

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
`dunno.

6.What do you want in your life now?
`idk. ._.

7.Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
`none ~ xD

8.Whats your favourite thing to have on ur bed?
`bolster. xD

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
`shorts.

10.Whats the nicest thing in your inbox?
`ehhs, idk ._.

11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
`nope.

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
`nope.

13.What was the last movie you caught?
`forget, quite long ago i suppose.

14.What are u proud of?
`nothing.

15.What does your oldest text msg in ur inbox says?
`you wakeup le ?

16.What was the last song u sang out loud?
`what about now ~ [as lorr said, the only song in my phone.]

17.Do you have any nicknames?
`tons.

18.What does ur last text msg says?
`pls go msn. ._.

19.What time did u go to bed last night?
`12 near 1.

20.Are you currently happy?
`yes.

21.Who gives u the best advice?
`friends?

22.Do u eat whipped cream straight from can?
`nope.

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
`no one.

24.Is something bugging you now?
`not really. xD

25.What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
`sis. LOL!

26.Do you wear toe socks?
`nahhhs.

27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
`not in record. LOL!

28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
`yes, tons of time. zhi lurhhs, lorr lurhs, ele lurhhs, everyone lurhhs. xl3

29.What annoys you most in a person?
`idk?

30.Do you have a crush on someone?
`nope.

31.Have you ever done cocaine?
`no. good girl leiis. xD

32.What is the colour of your room?
`purple. ~ LOL

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
`waseh ! $.$ No need money also will kill lahhs. xD

34.Do you believe in the saying,’Talk is cheap’?
`maybe?

35.Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
`me, myself and I. XD

36.Who was the last person to hug you?
`forget LOL

37.Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
`no kiss. LOL

38.Do you have a life?
`YES ! xD

39.Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
`nope.

40.What is the reason behind yr profile song?
`nice duhh ~

41.Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
`i forget what i dreamed LOL

42.Last time you smiled?
`juz now. xD

43.Have you changed this year?
`idk, think so. LOL

44.What are you listening to rite now?
`happy ending ~ xD

45.Are you talking to someone while doing this?
`nope.

46.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
`open. duhhh. close u mean sleep walk? LOL

47.Is there a quote you live by?
`live life to the fullest? ._.

48.Do you want someone you can never have?
`nope.

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
`yahh.

50.What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
`idk LOL

51.What were you doing last night at 11pm?
`at room rotting ~ ._.

52.Are you happy with your love life now?
`yeahhs! aiai !x3

53.What song best describes yr love life?
`happy ending ; mika ?LOL!

54.Does the person know you like him/her?
`like no one lahhs ~ muz say how many times LOL

55.Who always makes you laugh?
`frens XD

56.Do you speak other languages other than english?
`yahh. chinese.

57.Favourite websites?o
`lastdance-x3.bs.com LOL! xD

58.Whats yr middle name?
`dw say leiis. xD

60.What do you think you are like?
`idk? ask my frens ? LOL

61.Who will you choose to die with?
`aiai~ LOL ;x x XDDDD

62.Where have you been today?
`at home, toilet, my room, living room, study room. LOL

63.What game do you play often?
lwechMS LOL! x;

64.Who are you missing now?
`AIAI! x;

65.If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
`frens ~ xD

66.What are you doing right now?
`this quiz LOL

67.Which primary school are you from?
`konghwa ; edgefield.

68.Name 3 colours that you like?
`black, white, green

69.What emotion do you like to show?
` ._.

70.What is your life to you?
`something fragile? unpredictable?

1.Who is the last person who tagged you?
`qiumei

2.The relationship between her/him?
`she my jiE? LOL

3.Your five impression of her/him?
`chio, emo, lala, lalas, lalalalas

4.If she/he becomes your enemy you will...
`that’s impossible!

5.What will you say to the person whom you like very much?
`ily like duhhh LOL

6.The characteristics you love about yourself is?
`idk

7.The characteristics you hate about yourself is?
`undecisive.

8.For the person you hate, you will say.
`ihy LOL

9.What do ppl feel about you?
`ask them.

10.Who you have a crush to?
`boh lang LOL

11.The most ideal person you want to be is?
`idk? =o

12.Name 10 person.
1) zhihui
2) zihui
3) celine aiai
4) marianne
5) yunru
6) qiumei
7) charmian
8) vilynn
9) emily
10)josie

13.If no.5 and no.7 were to be tgt,what will happened? [yunru] [charmian]
`they dun even know each other ._.

14.Who does no.5 likes? [yunru]
`me? LOL

15.What colour does no.9 likes? [emily]
`like i noe LOL! ;x

16.Say something about no.1.[zhihui ]
`irrtating ; erxin ; jiao ; rubbish ; stupid ; noob xD LOL! ;x ok lahhs joking ~ xD

17.Who is no.2? [zihui]
`-xhz-

18.Talk about no.3 [celine]
`chio bu ! x3 my aiai xD

19.Who is no.10's bestie? [josie]
`me? LOL! ;x ._.

20.Who is the sexiest person among the ten?
`sians ~ shuld haf named myself 1 of them, as they sexiest is me LOL! ;x

21.What colour does no.4 likes? [marianne]
`marianne arh? any colour i say she also like. xD

22.Is no.4 single? [marianne]
`nope! She’s mine! xD

23.Whats your relationship with no1? [zhihui ]
`frens forever? LOL.

24.Is no.5 and no.6 best friends? [yunru] [qiumei]
`they dun even know each other ~ xD

25.whats no.9's surname? [emily]
`lim ~

26.Whats no.7's nickname? [charmian]
`mian ~

27.What are the things you wish to say to no.8? [vilynn]
`aDAR, got miss me? imy alot alot ~ xD

28.What will you do to help no.9? [emily]
`anything i can ~ xD

29.Who does no.1 admires? [zhihui ]
`me! :D

30.Where does no.1 lives at? [zhihui ]
`tampines.

31.Does the 10 of them know who you like?
`no one i like ~ xD

32.What do you wish to say to no.6? [qiumei]
`dun emo ok. xD

33.Who is no.10's spouse? [josie]
`me? LOL! ._.

-- End of quiz

WOOOOOO FINALLY FINISH! xD ANYWAY MORNING ALL ! xD

I suddenly feel glad to be only fifteen! ;D

Been tagged by QiuMei to do a quiz.

1) Who was the person who tagged you?
' QiuMei

2) The relationship between you and him/her is?
' Jie && Mei/Singer && Fan. ;D

3) Your 5 impressions of him/her?
' Chio, like to lie to herself about not loving me LOL, Like me, Love me, TALL! ;D

4) If she becomes your enemy you will?
' End life ! ;D

5) What would you say to the person whom you like very much?
' of cosh say i like you , if not say i hate you ? -.-

6) The characteristics you love about yourself is?
' im very friendly :D hohohos xD
' im too kind , LOLSLOLS !
' lastly , i love my STUPIDNESS .. LOLS !

7) The characteristics you hate about yourself is?
' Lazy bahs .
' sometime too ez get pissed off
' sometime impatient .

8) For the person you hate, you say..
' of cosh say i HATE u larhs , if not say to dhat person i love u meh ? -.-

9) What do people feel about you?
' duno , if u wan noe , go ask them urself .

10) Who do you have a crush on?
' David arcu..... crush? LOL

11) The person you want to be is?
' Myself .



1. What is your full name ?
' Valerie Koh

2. Do you like your name ?
' so-so

3. How long have you love the person you currently like ?
' you refering to which one? xD LOL

4. Have you kissed anyone before?
' Got, my taz devil ! ;D

5. Did you cry today?
' Nope! ;D HURRAY !

6. What are you doing at 8am this morning?
' Sleeping.

7. What are you doing an hour ago?
' duno .

8. What are you currently doing?
' doing this quiz & msn-inq

9. Who last texted you a message?
' LORR

10. Have you told anyone you love them today?
' boh.

11. Are you missing anyone right now?
' im missing myself . LOLS , lame ? ._.

12. Any plans for tomorrow?
' nope . no plans at all

13. What was the reason behind e last time you cried?
' forget? LOL

14. Anyone you want to be with right now?
' yes . [qiumei, me ritE? xD]

15. Have you kissed anyone whose name started w/ a "S"?
' Samantha LOL!

16. Name somebody who made you smile today?
' sis ;D

17. Name somebody whose name start w/ Z?
' ZhiHui .

18. Which friend of your stay nearby to you?
' siew hui LOL

19. Do you prefer call or text?
' Call? LOL

20. Do you prefer today or yesterday?
' today de 12 plus 1 plus LOL AM

21. Can you live w/ a day w/o television and handphone?
' NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !! CANT LIVE W/O , I WILL DIE :'/

22. Are you mad about anything right now?
' Nope , cosh im not a mad person . LOLS

23. Do you ever think that relationship is worth it?
' duno .

24. Who was last you visited in a hospital?
' forgot lol

25. Who was your second last & last hug from?
' ehhs forgot LOL! ;x

26. What does your last msg in your handphone says?
' by lor lazy check LOL

27. Define life .
' smth that last less than 100 yrs , and evetually died .

28. Do you hate anybody?
' Maybe?

29. Who was the last person you called?
' lorr?

30. Who usually you send the most text in the month?
' ehhs depends ._.

Yeah yeah. Since I was bored, I went to talk cock with charmian. So, yeahhs. the SS was there to prove that actually her mind is rather impure as well. ;D && FYI, it isn't me who influenced her alright! ;D

Mian, got evidence. Don't try to hide. ;D

Was about to left this to rot. ;D LOL! ._. Alright alright, had thoughts of quitting sactual. It's like so boring. ._. Lalas. Homeworks are done halfway and have been left there untouched ever since. LOL. Anyway, so many people emo over ... LOL! ._. Wa sian.. Nothing to blog. Zzzzzzzz. Anyway, back to watching NS! ;D Lalas. Byye` ;D

`Shadeex3